I can't promise I"ll have decent answers, but I'll try.

[Even though he's tense and uncomfortable, Josh can't help but to relax slightly and reach up with one arm to half hug Ashley back. Give her some of the same comfort she's offering him.

Big brother instincts are hard to change.]

I stopped taking my meds the day before, so my memory of the weekend is real hazy. And I'm not sure what all of it was real. I remember planning it. Took for fucking ever. But the actual weekend?

That part I'm not too sure about. I was really out of it or locked up for most of it.